uffffffffhhhhhhhhh   what a weekend it was......i was a contestant in a so callled compitition.......it was on stage...the thought of it gave me shivers......i had to answer to the questions the judges asked.....all through my life i have been very shy ......but somehow i was selected for the finals......

the d day arrived....yes as usual i was very nervous....then like any other girl i started thinkg what do i wear....sareee....noooo i would look like behanjiii....okkkokkk.... salwar kameez....ahhhh....not soooooo ok....finallly jeans and tshirt....ok....okkk...ya i decided my dress....my husband asusual was busy watchhing cricket....jaanu....jaanu..is this ok how do i look....he saw me through the corner of his eye and said' honey u loook good in this jeans but ........again back to his match....then i started wondering do i look fat.....nahhhhh.....i think i loooked goood...but as they say ghar ki murgi dalll barabar....ha..ha...ok ok now again i started thinkg...what lipstick would match...but this time thought of diciding it myself....pink..great...one glance i looked at myself in the mirror....ok u look quite preety.....i had already taken more then an hour to dressup...i dashed into the drawingroom..my hubby still engrossed in cricket....my mercury blew...comeon get ready...v have to b there..v r already late.....

as fate would have it there was a huge traffic jam.....we were getting late....i was sweating ...oofffhhh my makeup......yah  v reached the venue,,,,...one of the judge was late..so the contest had not yet started.......my husband started cursing me i would have watched the last over,what might b the fate of the match....

the contest started ...there i was standing with  black tshirst blue jeans my hair left open...oh i was looking lovely...with a mike in one hand ....my eyes searching my hubby dear....just to look how proud he might feel to see me on stage....but he was busy checking the scores on his celll...ufffhhh......one bye one the questions were poured upon me......i was damn nervous....i was feeling like ghaas ke dher may sui khojna......upon that the mike was troubling...now and then mike testing mike....oh....sh.....i thought where have i come.....then i was aked who do u think will win....oh let the best one win and plz let me goooooo i said.....i knew i was not the bestt....the winner was announced .....photographs were clicked....but noooo i was not the winner.....my husband was more worried about the match.....i wanted to shout at him but then i thought  Jal mein rehkar magar se bair karna theek nahin' ...hahhhhh......no the best one didnt win...then i remembered the story grapes r sour....i n hindi  Naach na jaane aangan tedha.......

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##sweety##